Today was Orientation. I met my NET family for the next 315 days (yes, I counted it!) I will have to show you a picture of the van later. Insanity! Anyway, we got to know each other-- played some icebreakers, had small group time, went to mass and ate together. We also had our photos taken and signed a code of conduct. They discussed our upcoming training, which is about 5 weeks long.

The purpose of the first week is simply to be with Christ. To come before him acknowledging the person we are and the life we have lived, and then lay it all down at the cross. Then look up and ask him, now what? Essentially, who do you want me to be? What do you desire of me?

We discussed how our whole lives are our mission, and this is just part of what God ultimately has planned for us. I really loved this concept of being completely transformed. I have had so many wonderful experiences in my life, but I have also made very many mistakes. As challenging as I know these next 5 weeks will be, and in particular, this first one that is coming up, I am excited to lay it all down. I am a major worrier and have a need to feel in control, even though I often know deep down I am not.

There is so much freedom in just giving it all up. This is something I have desired to do for many years, but I always get in my own way. My special request for this time would be to have all of you pray for me that I can "let go and let God." I feel selfish asking this of you all, as you have already been such an incredible support to me. But I also have seen the power of your faith, and I truly believe that with so many of God's children requesting this special favor, I may actually finally be able to achieve this goal.

So please keep me in your prayers. And know that all of you are in mine. And I cannot tell you how touched I have been by the emails, comments on my blogs, etc. that I have received. I also have to thank my amazing host family who has cared for me in my sickness here, gave me a warm bed, a shower, and delicious food everynight. They have even taken us around to see the sights. An amazingly beautiful family!

I am blessed beyond measure, and I pray daily that you would be overwhelmed with God's love and blessings. I am not exaggerating when I say every minute you are in my mind, prayers and heart. You and God have made this possible, and I spend all that extra time I used to on the phone and internet reflecting on how blessed I am by each of you and praising God for you.

Thank you for loving me. And know I am loving you across the miles. :) Mary Lee